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Mar. 20th, 2008 | 02:10 pm
location: b-town
mood: bouncy bouncy
music: MSI-bitches

yeah i know what your thinking, "where the hell has this bitch been".

well honestly, i forgot i had a livejournal for a little bit there,my myspace got deleted and i had to start another one, in turn i lost all my myspace friends...including some friends ive known forever lol.

it sucked, yes but now you have your surferchick back, lol.

btw, i got married about three months ago, lol yea now im a married bitch, but at least my husbands a hottie.....

holla back bitches!!!! i wanna see some comments from those of you that missed me!!!!!!!!!


somthing random

Oct. 2nd, 2006 | 06:35 pm
location: where the fuck do you think
mood: high high
music: KORN-twisted transitor

Your Ideal Pet is a Monkey

You're both playful, wacky, and indifferent to bad smells.
If only you could teach your monkey to change its own diapers!

You Are 64% Addicted to Myspace

Your Myspace addiction factor is: High

You are officially addicted to Myspace. It's quite possible you haven't seen a real person in days.

since no one really cares

Sep. 12th, 2006 | 01:21 pm
mood: crazy crazy

You Are 83% Angry

You are a very angry person - and you might not realize it.
While you may think that you're bitter, depressed, or bad tempered...
What you're really feeling is anger.
While you may not need anger management, you may need some therapy!

Your Mood Ring is Blue

At ease

You Are Smokin' Hot

You're a terrible flirt, a sharp dresser, and a party animal.
Of course, you're totally sizzling too. And for you, being hot just comes naturally.

You Are the Very Gay Velma!

She might not even realize it...
But Velma is all about Daphne... not Fred!

OOOOKAY THEN..........

You Are 93% Indie

You're so indie, it's kind of amazing that you actually found your way to this quiz.
Generally, your tastes are genuinely indie... but sometimes you like something just because it's weird!


Who Should Paint You: Alfred Gockel

All American yet funky, you inspire an artist's imagination
And while not everyone will understand your portrait, you will!

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I dunno, press the button and find out."

you kno thats probly true.......

You Are An Invisible Ex

You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex
You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind
As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!

Your Lucky Underwear Is Red

You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself.
You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed.

When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world.
So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you!

People Envy Your Confidence

You have the attitude and self esteem to take on anything. Failure is beyond not an option for you - it doesn't even cross your mind.
People envy your ability to take on any challenge ... and they're secretly afraid you think you're better than them. You don't. You're just sure of yourself.

Your Boobies' Names Are...

Dessert and Dinner

that ones for you jad lmsao!

You Are

An Evil Pumpkin Face

You would make a good pumpkin bomb.

You Are a Chick Rocker!

You're living proof that chicks can rock
You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas
And when you rock, you rock hard
(Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!)

Your Ideal Pet is a Cat

You're both aloof, introverted, and moody.
And your friends secretly wish that you were declawed!

^ got that right bitches

BTW i was wondering if anyone cared

come to the dark side.....we have cookies

Sep. 11th, 2006 | 09:13 am
location: B-town, FL
mood: weird weird
music: slipknot-iowa-the whole damn cd!

god damn im bored today...i cant seem to get anything done at all and im lagging as bad as an out of date computer. the caffeine isnt even helping and im not sure why...i got the same amount of sleep. i think it must mean im getting sick....even now while im typing i cant get all the letters right (if you could see what im really typing with out a spell check it would be jibberish) ive been getting sick alot since i moved off the island and i cant link it to anything else but that.....ive been in a bad mood alot too that i cant account for.....i miss my beach,i miss my partys, and i miss me

its not fun in town

come to the dark side......we have cookies

Aug. 29th, 2006 | 01:57 pm
mood: high high

alright i have changed my email and cant figure out how to change it on live journal so i get all my shit sent to my new email instead of my old!! plz help!! its sooo annoying!


Aug. 24th, 2006 | 12:15 pm
mood: high high

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!


Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!


Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.


Your independence is medium.
In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."
You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.
But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

Your Band Name is:

The Gagging Wizards

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.
Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.
You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.
You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

Your Personality Is Like Marijuana

You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you!
Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down.
You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly.

YES,YES I KNOW THAT! Ive always been a pot head ^_~ but unlike the grungy pot heads I shower everyday…sometimes twice a day

You Are Somewhat Machiavellian

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

This one is right

You're a Freaky Kisser

When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go

Oh god jad’s gonna have a field day with this one ^

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Kind Astrologer.

Where You Lived: Thailand.

How You Died: Suicide.

You Were a Peacock

You carry yourself with beauty, dignity, and confidence.
You are able to see the past, present, and future with clarity.

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.


You Are 56% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.

You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.



Aug. 22nd, 2006 | 02:00 pm
mood: high high

You Are 88% Evil

You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you!

You Are 58% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.
Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

You Are Apple Pie

You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional
Those who like you crave security

You May Be a Bit Borderline...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!
When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...
And when you're down, your whole world is crashing
Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

sad thing is i acually agree with this quiz......

You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.
You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.
Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.
A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you!

Your Porn Star Name Is...

Sindee Slickbooty

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.

Overall, your true self is reserved and logical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem energetic - almost manic.

In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

Your True Birth Month Is February

Loves reality
Loves freedom
Low self esteem
Honest and loyal
Abstract thoughts
Daring and stubborn
Changing personality
Showing anger easily
Intelligent and clever
Loves aggressiveness
Quiet, shy and humble
Learns to show emotions
Rebellious when restricted
Determined to reach goals
Superstitious and ludicrous
Dislikes unnecessary things
Realizing dreams and hopes
Too sensitive and easily hurt
Loves entertainment and leisure
Romantic on the inside not outside
Loves making friends but rarely shows it

okay parts of this one is bullshit as anyone who knows me would know ^_^

You Are a Strawberry Daiquiri

You're a fun, playful drinker who loves to party.
You may get totally wasted, but you're always a happy drunk!

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Aug. 21st, 2006 | 12:13 pm

Your Taste in Music:

Classic Rock: Highest Influence
Heavy Metal: Highest Influence
90's Alternative: Medium Influence
Punk: Medium Influence
80's Alternative: Low Influence


quizes and such

Aug. 18th, 2006 | 12:10 pm
mood: high high

Your Career Personality: Independent, Flexible, and Ingenious

Your Ideal Careers:

Nightclub owner
Private investigator
Real estate developer
Stand up comic
Venture capitalist
Video game developer

You Are 90% Extrovert, 10% Introvert

You are as outgoing as they come
The life of the party, you're friends with everyone
You're a people person, and you are quite the entertainer
You love being around a crowd and acting spontaneously

You Should Rule Mercury

Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system.

You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever.
Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match.

Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests.
A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you.

What Your Underwear Says About You

When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble!

You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

You are 87% Taurus

You Are The Wheel of Fortune

You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.

You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.

Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.

Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.

Your fortune:

Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.

You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.

Big things and big changes are about to come your way.

And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.

You Belong in 1964

If you scored...

1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

You Know You're Addicted to Anime When...

You call your dog Shinji.

You perform a canon ball dive into a pool while yelling "Spirit Bomb!"

Your house has an anime room.

You and your friends flash peace signs and take girlish poses when you are happy.

You get an anime tattoo. even though you're scared of needles.

Your walls are covered in wallscrolls and posters from your favorite series.

If you use the term 'Kawaii' for describing everything.

You try to convince your girlfriend that 'cat ears' and 'tail' really looks good on them.

You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you dont speek Japanese...

You spent hours looking through your library for a copy of "The Universe of Four Gods"

You have legally changed your name to that of your favorite charcter.

You wear a necklace and fall down everytime someone says sit boy.

You insist on having an entrance that includes spotlights, music, and raining cherry blossoms (while you hold a rose if you're a guy).

Your only dream is to attend Tokyo U with a girl you haven't seen in 15 years.

You play an instrument and you nick name it Inuyasha

For valinetines day you buy a stuffed dog and make up your on japanese name for it

If you get mad at you teacher and draw a picture of her as a anime demon cat

You wtch Iron Chef constanly to pick up great recipes ( haven't done it but plan to )

You've bought a twenty dollar ring in the shaped of a dragon to show off at school.

You always have your hair covering your left eye and always fliping it so you look like a anime character.

You think that falling flat on your back with your legs in the air is a normal reaction to big news.

You are worried because you don't have several desirable members of the opposite sex frantically trying to make you fall in love with them.

You shave a cresent moon onto your cats head, dye the cat purple, then take it to school and insist it's Luna, your talking cat.

You go around town trying to eat donuts and act all crazy-like, all the while saying you're Vash the Stampede.

To resolve a conflict, you insist in a duel.

The employees at Gamestop know you, and tell you when you walk in if they've gotten a new shipment of anime DVDs.

You've gotten angry at someone and placed two fingers on your forehead shouted the word "Makanekasopo!" (specail beam cannon or light of death) and then poked them in the eye.

You waste countless amounts of hair gel to get that "Goku look"

You map out points in Tokyo where the Dragons of Earth might attack

You believe it is possible for a person to be severly beaten in the head with a large hammer, stick, etc...and still come out alive.

You have a moment of confusion whenever you go to school because there are no girls in those tiny little skirts that come with their school uniform

You yell out 'Baka hanyou Inu-Yasha!' at your birthday party and everyone (except your parents) knows you're talking to your boyfriend.

You tell your parents you need to stay out past curfew to save the colonies.

Each time you see a stray animal, you turn your hat sideways and throw one of those plastic Pokeballs Burger King was giving out in their kids' meals yelling, "POKEBALL, GO!"

You add "no da" to the end of all statements you make

The majority of your CDs are Japanese or the English version of a Japanese soundtrack or the English soundtrack of an anime that just decided that it would use English in its songs.

You misplace your manga and someone at school you don't even know gives it to you saying they knew it was yours.

You incorporate Japanese, somehow, into every class.

You can sing songs from your favorite shows, in Japanese, even though you dont speek Japanese...

You use random Japanese words such as baka, kawaii, and hentai.

You try to read every book from right to left

You take a break from watching anime to go to your computer (nicknamed Lord Conti) to download anime (for previewing purposes only! ;) ), while visiting your favorite anime forum, while listening to Japanese webradio...

You call your parents Oka-san and Otou-san

You say ITADAKIMASU!! before you eat your meals

You think that locket your boyfriend gave you will turn you into a magical girl

You'll risk grounding to get a good new fanfic.

You constantly say "w00p" after almost every sentance.

You insist on chopsticks for everyday use.

Your bookshelf is filled with anime boxed sets and no books

You stop listening to the radio because english makes no sense to you anymore and it's your first spoken language

You call yourself "otaku."

All of your family portraits have been altered to the proper super large eye size.

Random battles seem to erupt wherever you go.

You take the time to write messages on your cigarettes, only to burn them right away.

Your dreams are animated.

You naru punch all the guys at school, and then wonder why they don't follow you around like keitaro follows naru.

You hold your eyes really wide all day trying to make them stay big

Duct tape is really funny to you and most of your threats involve taping people to walls.

When you're washing dishes you yell out "SUPAH WAVE SMASHUH!" or any water attack.

You run out of space on your computer because the hard drive is taken up by hundreds of anime pics, mp3s, midis, and music videos.

You spend all night trying to figure out how many people you can get to go in with you on buying the complete collection of Sailor Moon episodes in Japanese.

You spend your whole spring break working on an anime webpage.

You expect to see a teardrop over someone's head when they get embarressed.

You start to speak with an odd accent.

You can watch two animes in the same room at the same time and still have the TV off.

You know your favorite character's bloodtype.

Knowing Sailor Moon helps you on an Astronomy test.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to anime.

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Aug. 11th, 2006 | 02:13 pm
mood: confused confused
music: helena,MCR

my boyfriend,whom ive been with for over a year now, will probly have left me before i get home from school. he says that i dont love him, he says that i dont care,and that i never pay attention, that i just act like hes not there. but its not true, when i try to be with him he is eithe playing vid games or listening to music. the only thing he wants to do is sit in our room like a fucking hermit. i have to move around,as those who know me are aware, its not my fault hed rather sit on his ass when he gets home from work. look, i know we both have issues(if anyone knows its me) but i just cant seem to make him happy no matter what i do or how i try. he said dismorning that he tried to ignore me the way i supposedly do him but it didnt work (truthfully i thought he was just giving me a break). i love him to death but i feel like we have drifted apart over the last few months. i mean he complains about things about me that i did when we got together. i mean christ i have ADHD! i cant stay still unless im high,i have tha attention span of a knat if theres more than one thing going on... but i was like that when he met me and never complained before..... its making me feel awful because i dont feel like ive tried hard enough...but i know in my heart ive put my best efforts towards saving our relationship.....god im so confused...

look i know my friends dont get on much anymore but please! im calling everyone out who can help my in this situation...please just give me your advice... god im so confused....

i miss the days when i had no worries i really do...i miss the island